Monday, September 11, 2006

A day's wait

Tears started conquering her eyes. As it sheltered her eyes, I saw my face growing big in those. It hurt me...

Many things hurt me. It hurts me whenever she sits late in her office. I want her to go home as early as possible as I know Bangalore is not a good city after twilight. The third page of Times of India and The Hindu say ludicrous stories each day. It hurts me when she gets even a simple cold as I know she has no one but me in Bangalore. Despite me staying quite far away from her place, I was there for her all the time, I still am...

My friends used to ask me this question. How can you be so close to each other? Obviously they weren’t in love anytime in their life. All I could tell them back was,

“Feel it to understand it
Be in it to believe in it”

“I feel it, hence I understand it
I am in it, so I believe in it”

“Do you?”

Love, that’s a feeling beyond words. It can make the biggest of the odds come together. It can bridge all the differences. When I get something that I really want from her at a particular point in time and I get that without asking her; when she does what I think in my mind; when we call each other the same time and get number busy alerts; when I see her and it assures me that she is the one for me in this life; every time; I feel it. And it makes me believe in it.

Tears started conquering her eyes. As it sheltered her eyes, I saw my face growing big in those. It hurt me...

I was busy at work and I couldn’t talk to her that day!

In the park near Jaya Nagar, with her head on my shoulder, I finally heard those retrieving tears...

I too was getting calmed down inside...


18 comments:

quills said...

Beautiful post, Jithu! It was well worth the wait. And I totally agree with the feeling you described. :)

hope and love said...

beautiful...!!

venus said...

back with a bang, welcome back!

I see insecurity as a root cause here.. but, that is life, being together everyday, every moment is not possible in present times.. it can get tough to wait at times.

Deepu George V said...

That was indeed a good post, the writing just refreshed my mind.

Jiby said...

beautiful man! good to see you back.

hima said...

Beautifully written...

Guess that's what it feels like when you find you soulmate!!!

Geo said...

alla enthu :-?

sambavam enthu ? ;)

silverine said...

So sweet :)

Jithu said...

thanx very much guys :-).. just a different train of thoughts, thats it :p

tangy said...

amazin' post...worth a read:)...made me realize smthin'...

Anonymous said...

Njan desp aayi Jithu :(

flyaway mind said...

beautiful feelings beautifully put forth!!! :)

illusion said...

i smiled and am still smiling

Sreejith Narayanan said...

Nice one.

creativity or true story?

Jithu said...

thanx very much guys.. once again, just a different train of thoughts, thats it.. :-)

MadV said...

Hmmm.. so you are back?

BTW Well Written..

njan said...

athu sheri...

a dropLet said...

athu sheri...